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Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:46:39 PM): hello dn

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:47:38 PM): you busy?

Ako(6/7/2009 2:47:46 PM): di naman po

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:48:39 PM): i've been reading your other twitter.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:48:56 PM): and it seems, the ex is giving you a hard time

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:49:02 PM): moving on. is this how you feel?

Ako(6/7/2009 2:49:16 PM): nah. i'm definitely over him

Ako(6/7/2009 2:49:33 PM): besides i've got other issues to deal with


Ako(6/7/2009 2:49:40 PM): ok na kami

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:49:42 PM): like
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:50:02 PM): i've heard that you're taking it hard what happened between you and the encanto.

Ako(6/7/2009 2:50:22 PM): like my attitude problem

Ako(6/7/2009 2:50:32 PM): ummm

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:50:39 PM): we can talk about it.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:50:41 PM): if you want.

Ako(6/7/2009 2:50:45 PM): after last night, i really don't care.


Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:50:48 PM): pero i've seen it coming.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:51:04 PM): hindi mo napansin, i introduced you to cocoy martin and blackrabbit?

Ako(6/7/2009 2:51:22 PM): hmmm
Ako(6/7/2009 2:51:34 PM): so u'r trying to say u were not part of this

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:51:42 PM): part of what?

Ako(6/7/2009 2:51:46 PM): w/ the cold treatment and all


Ako(6/7/2009 2:52:03 PM): ooppsss

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:52:05 PM): i have own issues to deal with. personal issues.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:52:27 PM): ok lang we could be frank with each other.

Ako(6/7/2009 2:52:36 PM): lesson 1: never share problems w/ others. it'll make them think ur emo-ing again

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:52:56 PM): this is not emoing DN.

Ako(6/7/2009 2:53:11 PM): ummm i am actually talking about myself
Ako(6/7/2009 2:53:19 PM): i want to change me

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:53:27 PM): i'm talking to you
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:53:32 PM): so you would understand what happened
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:53:39 PM): what happened between you and the encantos.

Ako(6/7/2009 2:53:40 PM): and i'll start by not "emo-ing" as defined in almost everybody's books

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:54:00 PM): we will talk aboutthe difference between emoing and nega later.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:54:10 PM): i think yours is outright nega. emo is different.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:54:19 PM): emo is wishful thinking
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:54:22 PM): something that makes a person at least dream of something better.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:54:23 PM): understand?
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:54:46 PM): isipin mo na kausap mo ngayon si mami athena and not joms.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:55:07 PM): because this is how i was approached in order to get over PMan a few years back.

Ako(6/7/2009 2:56:00 PM): well i was starting to change naman, until suddenly everything became cold
Ako(6/7/2009 2:56:42 PM): everyone became cold
Ako(6/7/2009 2:57:13 PM): well excluding those people whose names i retained in my phonebook

Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:57:33 PM): isipin mo na lang
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:57:33 PM): when people get silent
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:57:33 PM): its because
Ikaw(6/7/2009 2:57:40 PM): they're letting you figure things on your own.

Ako(6/7/2009 2:57:50 PM): yeah
Ako(6/7/2009 2:57:57 PM): and i figured a lot of things
Ako(6/7/2009 2:58:32 PM): including how i shudn't have covered for you guys whenever people doubt ur intentions and all
Ako(6/7/2009 2:58:35 PM):
Ako(6/7/2009 2:59:01 PM): since their doubts are most likely true
Ako(6/7/2009 2:59:05 PM): well, whatever
Ako(6/7/2009 2:59:11 PM): i'm moving on noqw
Ako(6/7/2009 2:59:15 PM): hehehehe.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:00:35 PM): its a process.


Ako(6/7/2009 3:00:46 PM): i am now trying to tap into the love bug of those who remain to at least get some positive emotions

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:00:50 PM): anyway focus tayo sa encanto

Ako(6/7/2009 3:01:22 PM): i don't want anything to do w/ them


Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:01:25 PM): positive emotions will begin
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:01:41 PM): the moment it dawns into you.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:01:44 PM): kasi ang nangyayari dn
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:01:51 PM): as a friend,

Ako(6/7/2009 3:01:54 PM): i'll stay out of their way they stay out of mine. i'll leave ur shadows.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:02:05 PM): you are forcing to be happy when you're still struggling.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:02:17 PM): that is why i was asking earlier if Mark still bugs you.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:02:57 PM): i found out that he's a better person than them

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:03:12 PM): whos them?

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:03:29 PM): be blunt this time.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:03:35 PM): everyone 0% and below
Ako(6/7/2009 3:03:42 PM): the cream of the crop
Ako(6/7/2009 3:03:49 PM): the bigots

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:03:49 PM): i told you to be blunt this time.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:03:51 PM): who are you directing at.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:03:58 PM): the encantos

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:04:10 PM): ok
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:04:23 PM): i will tell you a story dn.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:04:31 PM): once sa pex. sa hanap barkada.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:04:35 PM): there was this newbie
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:04:41 PM): i tried to befriend with.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:04:52 PM): i knew our chemistry wouldn't fit well pero okay lang sa akin.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:04:58 PM): we had great time in
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:05:00 PM): tagaytay
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:05:06 PM): and i had praises for his cooking
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:05:19 PM): and the way we shared a flatbed truck on the way home.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:05:22 PM): out of the blue i created a thread
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:05:25 PM): about gym guys
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:05:42 PM): so we could talk about work out stuffs
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:05:43 PM): outside of
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:05:56 PM): the forum for bodybuilding
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:00 PM): to my surprise
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:01 PM): this pexer
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:08 PM): who i consider someone who belongs to my thread
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:11 PM): suddenly blurted out
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:27 PM): as to why create a lame thread
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:32 PM): when there's an entire forum dedicated to
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:42 PM): the pursuits of gym
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:48 PM): he knew it was me
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:55 PM): and that really pissed me off.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:06:58 PM): hindi ko maintindihan
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:00 PM): magkathread tayo
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:07 PM): ahead ako sayo sa seniority
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:16 PM): and the balls to strike me when i didn't do anything to you.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:24 PM): he followed my shadow along the way
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:29 PM): because it was his ultimate desire
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:34 PM): to belong to a group that is purely
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:41 PM): masculine. barako.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:48 PM): too bad, i was already there when he shows up.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:07:53 PM): and the whole time.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:08:12 PM): he never really gets to bond with the guys.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:08:12 PM): because he knows
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:08:18 PM): that i am there to kill any connection he will create.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:08:48 PM): and to be blunt. sinasabi ko na he's not a good friend. nananaga yan patalikod.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:08:56 PM): they find it themselves.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:09:06 PM): relating to your situation
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:09:08 PM): the thing you said to darwin
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:09:14 PM): was something we don't understand.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:09:26 PM): it was an outburst on your part
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:09:29 PM): and its something general.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:09:41 PM): but, being in the same group
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:09:47 PM): and being senior to you,
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:09:57 PM): at least you have exercised discretion.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:10:14 PM): hindi lang ikaw ang may issues na pinagdadaanan. that's the general concensus is
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:10:28 PM): and to be frank, he will be extremely disappointed to see you in one table.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:10:50 PM): and being the core, there's a common undrestanding that we have to give up someone.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:11:20 PM): and understanding my own history with this pexer who used to be part of encantos as well.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:11:25 PM): i didnt raise an issue about it.


Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:12:09 PM): ngayon alam mo na bakit hindi ka naiimbitahan.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:12:29 PM): alam ko naman from the start.
Ako(6/7/2009 3:12:35 PM):
Ako(6/7/2009 3:13:14 PM): eto lang. ted cud have at least the decendy
Ako(6/7/2009 3:13:18 PM): to say it

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:13:25 PM): na?

Ako(6/7/2009 3:13:36 PM): to sya it before it happened
Ako(6/7/2009 3:13:40 PM): w8 patapusinb mo ko
Ako(6/7/2009 3:13:47 PM): w8

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:13:48 PM): okay.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:14:07 PM): sino ba ang kasama niya nung iniwan sya ng mga taong kasama nya ngayon?
Ako(6/7/2009 3:14:17 PM): ako. i've been loyal to him
Ako(6/7/2009 3:14:24 PM): the least he cud do was
Ako(6/7/2009 3:14:27 PM): kick me out
Ako(6/7/2009 3:14:39 PM): and say it directly
Ako(6/7/2009 3:14:50 PM): i've never trusted the rain ever since
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:02 PM): pero since nainlove sya kuno sa lukayo
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:11 PM): i gave him a chance
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:14 PM): baka nga
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:16 PM): totoo
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:25 PM): naging fans' club pa nga ako
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:28 PM): kinikilig kami
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:31 PM): honestly
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:38 PM): when he made that admission
Ako(6/7/2009 3:15:55 PM): it's not really more about my own issues
Ako(6/7/2009 3:16:01 PM): mababaw ang dahilan ko
Ako(6/7/2009 3:16:13 PM): it's like niloko mo ang fan's club namin
Ako(6/7/2009 3:16:17 PM): basta
Ako(6/7/2009 3:16:21 PM): di ko maintindihan

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:16:24 PM): i understand

Ako(6/7/2009 3:16:31 PM): well back to ted

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:16:38 PM): to be honest dn
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:16:38 PM): ako ang architech
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:16:38 PM): wait
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:16:38 PM): patapusin mo muna ako

Ako(6/7/2009 3:16:40 PM): i am highly disappointed

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:16:55 PM): isipin mo ang dinadala ko dude.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:17:00 PM): ako ang nagpakilala kay rain at lukayo
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:17:06 PM): ako ang nag instruct kay rain paano niya
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:17:12 PM): mapapaibig si lukayo.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:17:30 PM): gaya mo ako ang intro ni lukayo sa mundo natin
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:17:44 PM): isipin mo yung effort ko
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:17:47 PM): para i-swallow ang fact na wala na sila.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:18:00 PM): pero ganun talaga dn eh.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:18:09 PM): for a time, i embraced your
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:18:18 PM): belief na tite lang lahat yan.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:18:24 PM): pero narealize ko kaka-clubbing
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:18:31 PM): at kakahabol kung kani-kanino
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:18:40 PM): na i'd just let go.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:18:44 PM): but keep the faith at the same time.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:18:58 PM): hindi ako puwede mabuhay ng puro sex lang ang hanap.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:19:11 PM): at alam kong somewhere. may naghahanap rin ng pagmamahal na kaya ko ibigay. intayan na lang.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:19:32 PM): next topic natin si ted.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:20:13 PM): i said my piece on the guy

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:20:21 PM): is that all?

Ako(6/7/2009 3:20:36 PM): he did what he didn't like
Ako(6/7/2009 3:20:42 PM): others to do to him

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:20:49 PM): and you know how disappointed i am
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:20:58 PM): when he acts like that right?

Ako(6/7/2009 3:21:07 PM): that's how i see things
Ako(6/7/2009 3:21:28 PM): naghihintay lang ako matapos unli ko
Ako(6/7/2009 3:21:35 PM): at magbabawas na ko contact
Ako(6/7/2009 3:21:38 PM): contacts

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:21:47 PM): its your decision.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:21:51 PM): and i'll have an encanto-free ife

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:22:08 PM): don't be too bitter about it.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:22:26 PM): i know. he's not worth another mark under my book.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:22:48 PM): huwag kang gumaya sa ibang bading na puro hatred at bitterness lang ang alam.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:23:02 PM): kasi what separates us apart
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:23:15 PM): is that we learn to move forward. and be really proud that we could stand alone.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:23:50 PM): to tell you the truth, kasama ka sa bingo book ko...

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:23:56 PM): alam ko.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:24:06 PM): kaya kita kinakausap ng ganito
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:24:15 PM): kasi alam kong sa susunod, wala na akong
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:24:23 PM): impact sa iyo.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:24:33 PM): para sa pinagsamahan, pinapasa ko lahat sayo ang paraan
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:24:40 PM): paano ako naging matatag
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:24:56 PM): kahit in so many levels, hindi ako nalalayo sayo within.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:25:23 PM): i just felt u disowned me.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:25:35 PM): i had to.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:25:38 PM): you won't listen.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:25:44 PM): and you're dragging me down dude.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:25:50 PM): sure thing.


Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:26:17 PM): to be honest dn
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:26:26 PM): the last few weeks
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:26:36 PM): feeling ko masyadong selfish ang anger mo.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:26:40 PM): at galit mo sa mundo.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:26:47 PM): na-offend ako dun
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:26:49 PM): sa tuod entry mo
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:27:28 PM): no matter how you claimed it wasn't for me, narealize ko na delikado ka magpatama
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:28:06 PM): friend or foe, hindi ka magdidistinguish.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:29:36 PM): di ko naman na mababago ang kaisipan mong yan

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:30:13 PM): i would be leaving you in the dark, if i didn't reconsider it.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:30:54 PM): leaving me in the dark meaning?

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:31:33 PM): i can read that your hatredness for the encantos overshadow everything.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:32:32 PM): well, it'll pass. never was a part of the group naman talaga.
Ako(6/7/2009 3:32:42 PM): like pedok and ewok, saling ketket lang ako
Ako(6/7/2009 3:32:58 PM):
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:33:01 PM): you know whats your difference with pedok and ewok?
Ako(6/7/2009 3:33:25 PM): no

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:33:42 PM): na precede mo ang perception sa iyo ng group
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:33:49 PM): ang taong binangga mo
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:33:52 PM): ang siyang nagplaplano sana sa iyo
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:33:59 PM): na magorganize kami ng
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:34:07 PM): effort para suportahan ka sa bar exam mo
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:34:10 PM): and he meant it.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:34:20 PM): yun ang pinakamasakit sa kanya.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:34:25 PM): tinuring ka niyang kaibigan
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:34:36 PM): at malakas ang kapit mo kasi alam nilang lahat na panganay kita.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:34:43 PM): pedok is the guy who stabbed me sa pex
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:34:55 PM): and ewok made the encanto his boylet playground.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:35:00 PM): kung may makakarir, kakaririn.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:35:21 PM): besides, they're sissies to begin with.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:35:57 PM): i know some effeminate guys who can
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:36:01 PM): act manlier than them.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:37:01 PM): and before i forget. the last time ted and i was talking. he was thinking the same way you do.
Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:37:07 PM): bakit nanlamig ka daw sa kanya.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:37:38 PM): well he'll know that soon enough.

Ikaw(6/7/2009 3:37:45 PM): sa lahat ng mga encanto, siya ang may pinaka-malambot ang puso sa mga binatilyo gaya mo.

Ako(6/7/2009 3:37:48 PM): dahil sinabi ko na seo
Ako(6/7/2009 3:37:59 PM): sure.